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Testing tomorrow
Hi, everyone.
A little backstory, I have Mixed Connective Tissue Disease (MCTD), which means I have symptoms that overlap with several connective tissue diseases. For me it’s mainly Lupus, Scleroderma and Rheumatoid Arthritis. On top of that I have Sjögren’s Syndrome (main issues for me, dry eyes, dry mouth) and Raynaud’s Syndrome (blue/purple toes and fingers when I’m under stress or it’s below a certain temperature (just holding a can out of the fridge for example)).
I had Pericarditis when I was 17, about 9 years ago. Monthly echo’s to follow it up until they decided I didn’t need check ups anymore. I used to bike a lot, but after that heart issue I never managed to sit on a bike for longer than 2 minutes without my heart pounding and my lungs burning.So here I am today, ever since having my baby (16 months) my energy is slipping more than usual (but, hey, I’m a new mom, isn’t it normal to look like a zombie?), I have a lot of dizzy spells, pounding head, etc…
The thing that bothers me the most is my ribs hurting to the point that I can’t breathe, and it feels like the bottom ones slip over each other, my general practioner thought my entire rib cage was either bruised or broken, so she sent me for X-Rays….everything looks fine and perfect.
We moved recently, so I had to find a new rheumatologist for check ups, figured I should make a list of “complaints” since I’d forget most of it, and added my painful ribs as well (doesn’t hurt to get a second opinion, right?). She went down the list, and started asking questions that I later found out are common symptoms in PAH (swollen ankles? check, but that’s been since the pregnancy, really. Difficulty sleeping? Can’t answer that, baby’s teething and I have PTSD, I wake the second she does, which at the moment is a lot). She made me 3 appointments, one for a cardiologist, one for a pneumologist and one for a gastroenterologist (I have a lot of reflux, my oesophagus is burnt, which leads to bleeding when I’m having a bad day and the only thing that helps is coughing up the blood, not too worried about this appointment).
She also gave me referral letters to give to them. I can’t read everything since it’s handwritten and doctors aren’t known for being the neatest writers, but the one for the cardiologist says she wants an echo done to “rule out PAH”. The one for the pneumologist says she wants them to check for “interstitial lung disease”, so after a week of googling (I know dr Google is a quack) I’ve come to the conclusion my rheumatologist is pretty sure I have PAH, seeing as I do see a lot of symptoms I’ve listed. And also, my previous rheumatologist should have checked up on my heart and lungs more seeing as I’ve had heart issues in the past.Part of me is relieved I might finally have an answer about the pain (and the cough I’ve recently developed) another part of me would rather have them not find anything and decide it’s just stress or something? I don’t know if I’ll be sleeping tonight…
So yeah, thanks for reading, I’m sorry for any mistakes, English is my second language.
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