• ronald cole posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    @brittany-foster HELLO MY LITTLE WARRIOR, THERE IS NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DO NOT THINK OF YOUR BRAVERY, MANY PEOPLE WRITE THAT AND ITS JUST THE THING TO SAY, BUT I TELL YOUR STORY ALL THE TIME, AS WHEN YOU WERE IN THE HOSPITAL, I LIVED IT WITH YOU AS THE LAST TIME I HAD OPEN HEART, THE SECOND ONE, AND A NEW AORTIC VALVE, I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL 40 DAYS AND NIGHT, WE CAN’T FORGET THOSE. I THOUGHT EVERY DAY THE SHOWERING ISSUE THE BATHROOM ISSUES, THE BED WHEN WE KEEP SLIDING DOWN, THE LONG DARK NIGHT WHEN THEY TURN THE LIGHTS DOWN, AND SOMETIMES THE INSENSITIVITY OF THE NURSES, THE ONES WE LOVED AND THE ONES WE JUST HATED BECAUSE WE MEMORIZED THE SHIFTS. SO WITH ME, YOU WERE NEVER FORGOTTEN ANDI READ EVERY DAY THE NEWS JUST HOPING AND PRAYING YOU WERE GOING TO BE FINE WHEN I OPENED MY LAPTOP. I AM JUST HERE TO WISH YOU WELL, I AM WEAK, I HAVE A HORRIBLE BACK ISSUE THAT SOMETIMES IS WAY WORSE THAN THE PH, AND I LIVE ALONE WITH NOT FAMILY. AFAIN…….. NOT COMPLAINING………JUST EXPLAINING. GOD BLESS YOU HONEY AND I PRAY THAT I WILL READ SOON YOUR ACTUALLY UP AND AROUND AND STARTING TO LIVE A GREAT LIFE WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND, THE GOOD MAN HE IS. SEMPER FI, MARINE. RON COLE

    • Hi Ron,
      It is always so great hearing from you and listening to all that you have been through and overcome ! It gives people like me a lot of strength to hear the bravery of others and all that we are able to get through in a day. Thank you for always thinking of me and the words of encouragement while I was in the hospital. The surgery helped to improve a lot but I am really struggling with vagus nerve damage at the moment. Because my esophogus was compressed for 28 years so severly, the vagus nerve that controls almost all of our bodily functions is damaged and is wrecking havoc on my digestive system. That is my main complaints at the moment because it is a lot of back and forth in the hospital. I am currently getting most of my nutrition to a j tube feed that is going into my intestines and am sticking with food that is easier for my body to break down when trying to eat orally. The dysmotility in the esophogus just causes a TON of pain that is not well managed. There is a new medication that they are wanting to try me on that will require a week or so stay in the hospital in order to get the right adjustment and dosage and to make sure my vitals are stable and I am able to tolerate it. I hope that you are able to take something for the back pain you are in. I know how awful it is to live with chronic pain on top of everything else ! Your strength is admirable my friend! Always thinking of you too. Please keep us updated and stay in touch.
        • OH, Brittany, I feel so terrible, I wish I could just make you all better you sweet thing. I am not going to write the usual get well crap, because I m in this with you and you’re situating actually brings tears to y eyes. You so deserve to catch a break in this life, some real TLC, and a nice vacation out in the wide-open spaces, away from the havoc of the populous. Brittney if you ever need any money or anything I can do, I am getting older with no family, just know you have a backup, just in case. I wish this lousy world would embrace you and just whisper in your ear, that everything is ok. I know this is so trite at this point, and I know that you know this but I will say, QUITELY TALK TO YOUR GOD, AND BYPASS ALL THE CONDESENDING MINISTERS OR PRIESTS, JUST ASK HIM FOR RELIEF AND PROGRESS AND OFFER UP YOUR PAIN IN RETURN. I HAVE HAD A WILD AND CRAZY LIFE, LIVING IN SAN FRANCISCO IN THE OLD DAYS, 30YEARS ISNLE, WITH UNLIMITED WOMEN, AND ALWAYS LOTS OF MONEY IN MY POCKET, I LED A VERY……… LIFE, BUT AS I GOT OLDER I CAME TO GRIPS WITH MY LIFE AND JUST ASKED GOD TO FORGIVE ME, AND HE HAS, BUT JUST HAVING THAT ONE PERSON, YOU GOD, WHO KNOWS YOU AND UNDERSTAND ALL YOUR INNERMOST, GIVES YOU A FEELING OF DEEP FRIENDSHIP, and unconditional love for you. Brittany, if everyone or anone leaves your life, you always have that one friend right there with you all the time and God is a gentleman, he will never chastise you, he will always forgive and know that he always has the next plan lined p for you. I am here for you Brittany, and will never forget you, Ron
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